Anyone going to the X Japan concert in the Wiltern on Sept 25th? hit me up coz I dont wanna go alone D':

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lulz pervy mangas

this post will be completely and utterly retarded and unrelated to anything irl thats more importantly happening.
but who cares.
I just blew $25 on pervy mangas LOL xD my friend works in Borders and got me a discount on some mangas. I normally dont like buying mangas anymore when you can pirate them lulz, even though onemanga is down there are ways around everthing xD
but Zone-00 is one of those mangas that I cant simply 'pirate' because I can.LOL. Shin bought vol.1 before and I got into it, I bought vol.2 but I decided to give him vol.2 to keep him busy on the plane to Okinawa. But lo and behold xD hes not coming back ROFLMAO that means fuck you cant buy vol. 3-4 and not have 1 and 2! So I ended up getting em xD;;

lololol. pervy manga readings at work~ lol, I seriously dont BUY mangas anymore but then i realized mangas are one of those things you can always reread again and again /: too bad Book Off doesnt carry Zone-00 TAT but then again, I think I'd rather buy em new /:

and I also got a pad/notebook thingie from Morning Glory, its a pad of letter paper? I guess thats the best way to describe it? I normally write letters using ripped notebook paper xD yes, coz I'm ghetto that way LOL! I was trying to avoid getting something 'uberly' cute /:
and this was as close as I could find xD and the ones at Dollar Tree are just epic fail. LOL. So if I got any from Dollar Tree,I'm better off using notebook paper HAHA

but seriously, fail that no one ever writes anymore /: everyones spoiled by emails and etc, Ilike emails for their convenience and cheapness but. Its....so bland D: and I like hand written letters more since its more...personal? and I think its always NICE to receive something in the mail - other than stuff you've bought online and are anxiously awaiting for xD

I always make it a point to carry stamps with me :3 just not envelopes. But stamps for post cards. Too bad it requires 3 freakin' stamps just to send a letter to Okinawa! D:

AX Photodump 2 - Host Style - Black Heaven 1

Spontaneous Ikemen/host style photoshoot featuring Toshi.
I dont recall which night we took these pics, most likely I think it was day 2 at night. All the shots were mostly take at the JW Marriot Lounge.
Gaaaawd I'm in love with that hotel xD;; the lounge mostly. They didnt have a good variety in drinks, but im sure the club/2nd lounge must have has more.

hehe.

some guy had left a glass of water there, and we decided to well...hijack his table after he left
this was all quite spontaneous coz I dont remember what the hell we were doing exactly that spawned this.





Ithink we both were wearing Geo Green Nudy Circle Lenses xD
or was she wearing blue? o_Oll the blue ones were def. not nudy though....hmm....
iunno, I dont recall xD


this is why i LOVE LOVE LOVED that damn LOUNGE it had EPIC floors xD which provided for epic lighting <3 src="http://i100.photobucket.com/albums/m19/crusifythelove/Black%20Heaven/DSC02932copycopy.png" alt="" width="400">
We kept trying to find a Hot Girl to try and pose with he rbut we couldnt find one TAT

I think halfway through the night we decided we'd settle for a pretty gay boi too /:







These photos were taken I believe...hmm...Day 3 at night?
We were waiting for Mei to come back from CPK to do the last bit of her Macross Frontier
Date Sheryl x Alto photos.

and this time, we were alittle bit more prepared / aka Toshi had actually prepped a proper outfit this time around haha

OutfitBreak Down:

Red shirt - Sex Pot Revenge [Tokyo Rebel]
Tie - Sex Pot Revenge
Pants - I believe the pants were non branned.

Blazer - this was my biggest purchase at the con other than the tablet.
Its by Deorart.


The poloroids were taken with my new Fuji Instax polaroid camera :D
And we took a bunch of shots of her with the Polaroid to use as props
We got a booklet of magazine clippings from her friend at CPK
and we decided to use the magazine clippings as guides to help us on this shoot.

blarrrghhhh I attempted to make cake....then....

I've been craving FUNFETTI cake forevaaaah. Well, mostly alot during the weekend. /: so I finally went out and got some cake mix during my break. Dundundunnnnnsss

I wanted to try and do a 2 layer tier cake :D coz their rounnnnndsss

but....



clearly I got too excited D: and decided to flip one of the cakes over too early TAT and yeaaaaahhhhhh dissasssstteeerrr
atleast I stopped my excitement before I attacked the 2nd layer D: thats ok, I guess it'll just remain as a 1 layered cake then xDDD;; oh me, oh my. HAHAHA.

AX Photo Dump

LOL. I cant believe i havent done a photo dump yet from the photos I took from AX! :D I didnt take alot of pics of other people /: I wanted to, but I didnt do much of it.

So heres a random dump of cosplayers I found at AX and I will post photoshoot pics in a bit :D

Toshi at the Hi-Chew booth. Haha. yeah she spent the entire drive down from stockton penning her arm.



by far one of my fav. pics the entire weekend. its very candid
and I just love how it captures her sleeve pretty well.
I think I took this while we were waiting for pinkuku


my 2nd favorite haha. 'HIGH VOLTAGE'
small pics are small since I dont want it to kill peoples websites! Xd
All the rest of the photos are up on my tumblr and Flickr.
sometimes flickr is a bitch. So I have more on DA as well.








Magnet Vocaloid cosplays <3



Toshi in our Eager Love Revenge Vocaloid Cosplay
lol and as always I wont post pictures of me xD coz it was just fail haha



Brenda in her AP dress(?)
fabulous as always




She made such a cute Ciel D<
someday D< ill make that red outfit.
once again, proof that you dont have to azn to look good in cosplay /:



Alex and Brian of SCARLET ANTIDOTE
awesome as always!!!


everyone ad their mom took pics of this Yoko.
I think I lost track of how many Yoko's there was at AX.
Too bad she didnt have the riffle?


He kinda reminded me of Hayabusa or Hayate
but then again I just wasnt sure LOL



no convention is complete without the cat girls








I still hold a soft stop for a few good Death Note Cosplayers.
I really liked how this girl pulled Misa Misa well.
Then again, it really doesnt take much? but sitll, she looked good as Misa-chan :D



DUNGEON FIGHTERS :D
all they were missing is their FIGHTER!
oh man I remember spending countless HOURS playing DF with Shin oAo
I'd probably still be playing it now if it wasnt for the damn level cap


cute mage from Dungeon Fighters is cute <3

(I probably sound like a creepy man cameko LOL to anyone who is reading my BLOG
and not knowing that secretly I'm a female?XDDDD)


ZONE-00
the Benio was cute :D
iunno, I'm sure shin would have a different opinion otherwise.....


cosplay paparazzziiiii

I wish I had more guts to talk to these girls and have had invited them to do a private shoot
too bad I was wondering around the convention day 3 waiting for the rest of my group to get together
/: and I guess I'm not really comfortabl going up to random cosplayers to pull them aside for photos too much
yet. Iunno. I feel like for some reason, FEMALE photographers arent as respected
as their male cameko counters parts? DD: iunno.
I do feel like there are better male photographes out there TAT

I'm not too comfortable doing CONVENTION shoots, mostly because LAX just SUUUCKS for at-con-photos
/:

gaaah! -sigh-
anyways moving on :D


Noelle Vermillion of Blazblue~
they had a whole group with them but they were....everywhere /:


I cut/styled his wig for him~ :DDD
yayers, excited for our photoshoot in the mountains in the next couple weeks :D
and I keep trying to avoid doing anymore Naruto photos LOL! bu it cant be helped...

omg, where do I start??? I intended to write something last night but that didnt quite happen.

but one things for sure, fuck! I am so sick and tired of moving! TAT its a pain in the ass!
anyways before I get into it. Please allow me to back track real quick.

Last night was kinda fail LOL! me and my friends intended to go to the release party for URBANIST! But when we got to downtown...to our dissappointment, the party was actually being held in a CAFE! Not a club / bar like we had thought it would be! o_O or something? Iunno. I was kinda turned off quickly, normally im not a bar/club person but. the venue was SO SMALL! I love cafes, dont get me wrong, but it felt too cramp just driving by and the search for parking was also a pain in the ass. DAmn you downtown. /:

and lets not get started at our failure in wardrobe. We all had a wardrobe dissaster. I was very ill-preprared and ended up not knowing what to wear =3=ll man, next time I should plan ahead of time instead of wasting a good couple hours throwing outfits together left and right.
I had even left work early to try and get ready and shit. LOL! but ended up not going to the party and etc. Hahaha.
So instead of going to the party, we wandered around Downtown~ I seriously take San Diego for granted! So now I am on a quest to try and experience it more and more *_*

We went to URBAN OUTFITTERS. I have a love / hate relationship with that place to be honest xD! I dont consider myself a HIPSTER. I think thats more of my sister's style but there are some items that I did like at Urban Outfitters. Mostly their baby doll dresses. I've always liked the whole baby doll dress x Dr. Marten combo :D haha. But I cant justify dropping $60 on a dress! LOL I might as well invest that into a BURANDO lolita dress HAHA (thats not even halfway through one but sitll haha) but stlll~ I like looking at the random items they have there. Especially their headphones. Iunno, I really have a thing for headphones D: and I like looking at novelty items for apartments too xD! haha I wish I had my own place to decorate to my hearts desire. I'm so sick of moving TAT and the idea of knowing I have to move again, really doesnt motivate me to really unpack or decorate the room im at rightn ow. Its ok. Thats just how it is.

Anyways, while at Urban Outfitters, my friends found some $20 DR. MARTEN BOOTS! OMFG STEAALL!! yes for having small feet! and yes for finding them in the GUYS Section xD! And of course in all my obnoxious glory, they are PURPLE! HAHAHAHA. I know I already own glittery purple military dr. marten styled boots but those are KNEE high hahahaha. These ones are SHORT ones and are a darker purple/not glittery. Less obnoxious :D I might consider selling my purple knee high ones.

I dont know how well the colors shows up. but yeah :D their love~ hahaha. I kinda really wanted a pair of BLACK ones but my friends pointed out I own too much black as is already anyway. I guess thats true. Haha. Now I'm on a hunt to collect me some baby doll dresses to go with the boots and a nice cardigan or something since I dont like bare shoulders! xD;;

Instead of trying to buy one, I started looking online for some patterns and ideas for different baby dolls~ I really wanna get back into sewing anyway :3 and I figured If I have limited internet acess in where I'll be living in now. I might as well try to be as productive as possible or something. I dont like buying patterns since I can draft my own pattern, but sometimes I just get lazy /: that i'd be easier to just BUY one D: oh noes! lOL!

We wanted to try another cupcake shop in Downtown too but it closes at 10! and we got there pretty late /: so we then instead headed back to BABY CAKES! haha. This time, I wasnt feeling adventrous with cupcakes, iunno, I was really craving VANILLY BEAN cupcakes but they only have reg. vanilla. /: it was kinda...bland. I really want a NICE TASTE and SMELL of Vanilla. Sorry BABY Cakes, I didnt quite get that with your cupcakes /:
I also want to try VANILLA ALMOND CUPCAKES! O_O I might as wel just get back into baking, but! OH YEAH! I dont have a kitchen! STILL! HAHAHA xD;; i neeeed an apartment and maybe I can start a cupcake business of sorts from there HAHA!
 

I also ordered MORACAN MINT Tea. I wasnt impressed with the flavor /: it might bebetter when drank warm, but I got ICED tea instead. Should have stuck with PASSION Fruit tea. well, atleast i TRIED! haha
 

icing art~ boredom at its finest.
LOL. im sure it doesnt look very clear on the photo.

 

Sat around and talked some more~ then we headed home. La~ I tried to watch the THAI version of shutter when I got home. It wasnt quite working. And last night was my last night at my place and I had to pack and move. 

This morning....was...interesting. No one was answering their phone - big drama in me trying to get to where I need to go. But all is well now I shall spare the drama of what happened this morning. BUt as of right now, 75% of the crap I own are in storage! And the rest, are in bags/suitcases that I will not unpack. and will just live out of a suitcase once again like I did back at the Ellwoods.

Theres a few items I didnt think I would need and ended up throwing them in storage but upon arriving to the new room, I need to get some items back. Namely a lamp and some extra pillows. 
For the majority of this week, I'll be bumming at my brothers place, and when mr.E comes back, I guess I'm back to sleeping in the room I'm designated to. I checked the place for some wi-fi connection before I left and I was pretty sure I found an unsecured line! w00tw00t! I heard that one of the people stayingi nthe house has internet O_O mebe when I bump into him, I'll ask if i can leech off the internet for a small fee :D so it wont be so terrible / I wont be confined to starbucks and free wifi places after dark xD and as much as possible, im trying to book up my weekends so I'm not stranded in Lola Gene's house xD! lololol. Andit would help pass the month or two for me faster. I reaally really need to egg phoebe and kuya to get their shits together so we can get an apartment SOON! Since I'm really at the end of my whits almost!

the entire time I was dealing with my lil drama episode this morning, I really just kept thinking that I hate hate hate relying on other people for help or just ingeneral. I feel like I really am better off on my own TAT fuck. but yeah, lets forget about that shall we.

My blonde hime loli wig finally came in, I forgot about it completely. I tried it on and i dont ahve pictures of it sorry, haha it totally doesnt feel like me HAHA but again I did want to try and be diverse in styles~
but I personally think it works very nicely for a GOTHIC lolita dress. YEs. I am on the quest to find the perfect GOTHIC lolita dresses. yes. plural. I want ore than 1. theres just something about the old Gothic and Lolita all black garments that looks so elegant. and pretty. I like sweet lolita to but i really just want to find an elegant black dress. Preferably no prints at the bottom~ the quest begins!!!!!!

ps: last.FM is the next biggest thing I have discovered xD!